Memories of Him

Old memories gushed to my mind

So wild that I felt it mocking at me

Some of those I have always wished

Never ever to be remembered again

Alas! What can I do to keep it away?

Sweet, happy ones made me smile

Bad, groggy ones made me wonder

Wonder alone in amazement, why?

Whatever! Let it be a lesson

Lesson learnt the hard way

I loved him with all my heart

Trusted him to be my shadow

I pity upon myself, sympathize too

I tried to not hate him so much

Unfortunately,

That’s what he sowed in me

He has reaped all love in me

And

Deeply planted seeds of hatred instead!

Why should I care, bother anymore?

When the one I loved most failed to do so!

What else do I believe in? Who else to trust?

When everything he did was fake.

Hence the one and only one

In my entire life was him

Only him and nobody else

So how can I ever forget?

Even if I try to? Really hard!

Those memories are here to stay

To haunt me forever…………

Stuck in my memory bank

Like a piece of cancer cell!!!!