Meendum Kokila - Chinnanchiru Vayathil Enakkor Chithi...

"ullaththil vaiththirundhum naanoar oomaiyaip poalirundhaen" 

 Guess the line above says it all, why I hadn't written a single post for the last 2.5 months! Even the kiasu me didn't bother about IndiRank. It was at 85 in February and now it had dipped to 36!! Never it had gone this low all these years!! Perhaps my blog had been a casualty of my own doings! Too many things happened! I've always believed what people say without much questions. A weakness? Perhaps, it's just that I have trust on what is said to me and the person overall. Everyone deserves a chance, me too!! Why do I have to be an exception? I will take my chances and move on!! Maybe, I should allow myself to listen to my heart too at times. After all, I realised that I have a heart and it feels too!!

SOUP POEM

"This "Soup Poem" is dedicated for a wonderful friend who is virtually always there for me,who cares, listens and tells me that everything is fine, who shares happy and upset moments, someone who makes me smile,frown, my companion who quarrels, irritates, annoying yet end of the day makes up with me and no matter what remains selfless,true and honest. That makes the friendship special."

Feel not sad that you are alone,
Do not weep when things go wrong,

And let not your tears roll aimlessly,

Thinking there’s no one for you.

For I will be there when it rains,

To shelter you from raindrops.

I will be there when the sun shines

To share the warmth together.

I will be there when days are grey

To brighten up your life with a rainbow.

I will be there when things go wrong

To let you know you can make it right.

I will be there when you shed tears

To lend you my shoulder to cry as much as you want.

I will be there when you are lonely

To let you know, you have a friend like me by your side.

So never feel ditched or dumped, for

I will always be there for you.

But would you do the same for me?

"Happy Birthday My Dear Friend"

Signing off, Your Kate Puchi Jyo ;)

How Can I??

I don't, I can't,

And I won't, Shouldn't!
I am sure, It won't happen.

Even if it does, can't allow!! 

Hug and caress you, I don't.
Kiss and touch you, I never.
Never wish to cuddle you

I don't want you
In my arms.
Damn, yet why do I trust you,
and I miss you as much.
And I remember you even more.
Sometimes and whenever
I am down and breaking down.
I look forward for you in vain

Just to pour my thoughts
And not so really secrets with you.
I cannot imagine
How it would be
With and without you.

HHmmmm physically apart
But close to my heart.

Even closer to my mind!
But I don't and I can't.
How could I?

The wall may

Have to be stronger

The fencing may

have to be taller.

How? How do I??

Can I ever?
When I had given it away
Long Long ago!!