Why does my eyes look away when you are around
but searches for you beyond the horizon in your absence?
Why do I force to free myself from your embrace
but quietly I wish I could feel the warmth longer?
Why do I pretend not to listen to you
but secretly I listen to your voice mails again and again?
Why do I hurl sarcasm to you in person
but such loving words I utter looking at you in distance?
Why do I push you when our lips meet
but kiss your photo passionately so real?
Why? Why? Why?
Why can't I be real to you?
Why do I let my super ego to control my feeling for you?