Some Old Memories

Old memories gushed to my mind,
Some of those I wish
Never to be remembered again.
Alas, what can I do?
Sweet ones made me smile
Bitter ones made me wonder.
Wonder alone in amazement.
Whatever! Let it all be a lesson
Lesson learnt the hard way.
I loved him with all my heart,
Trusted him to be my shadow.
I pity upon myself, sympatize too!!
I tried not to hurt him so much,
Unfortunately, that's what he sowed in me.
He had reaped all love in me
And planted seeds of hatred instead!
Why should I care? Bother anymore?
When the one I loved most failed to do so.
Whatelse do I believe in?
Whoelse do I trust in?
When everything he did and said were fake.
Whatever! Whatever! Whatever!
Hence the one and only one
In my entire life was you.
Only you and nobodyelse
So how can I ever forget?
Even if I try to? Really hard!
Those memories are here to stay
To haunt me forever
Stuck in my memory bank

Like a piece of cancer cell!!!